Sunday, November 15, 2009

rehab for mind

i wrote this a bit ago on livejournal.. would like t share it ........

road to sobriety of unconscious thought checklist for myself. forget how messed up a thought seems.... hmmm CHECK. got that covered. read my words and here my thoughts. you don't like something i thought, something i said? oh well dang, i feel terrible about that . naw, i don't those are my thoughts. they are original no matter what. because they came from my mind. that only happens in one instance in a sense. you can't take my thought and see it through my brain. you may choose the exact words to explain it. i'm sorry though, you used the wrong context. better luck next time.

moving on... dont ignore anything. something has an important sort of input on something else. you think a car that drove by should be a different color. acknowledge that fact. you could be right. you could be wrong. you could be planning out your dream car. hell really you could have just been using 5 seconds of your life for a conscious thought that you normally would spend on no thought at all. congratulations. your life just consciously grew a little bit longer. how does that make you feel? remember, no screwed up or wrong answers. bringing me to number three

just spit it out. anything. spit your words in someones face. extract your lines out of your head and onto paper. yell at the keys of your computer till the screen is a holographic image of you mind. thats no remorse, no worries of who takes what you say what way. explain later talk now. that is who you are. your thoughts are you. they develop you as a person. they get you through everything you have been through. common sense does not exist. that is just a person who thinks their mind has boundaries.

well i'm on my road to sobriety.. i hope you all can follow me ... its not one of those scary roads.. there are no dark paths with spooky trees..... have you ever seen one of those car commercials where they are just driving around.... the roads are more like that. just alittle less rocky. sound good?

getting sober,
travelling resident

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